Wednesday, August 13, 2008

"Ride"



This is one from back in 2002 or so.

"Ride"

It's somewhat brisk this morning.
Taking the subway on a Sunday
morning is absorbing. Those on the
train are loyal, they have the train
in their guts, they are truly
faithful. Some drinking bitter mandatory-to-them
coffee; some newspaper buyers, each
with a different example of the
fragmentary individualist; lonely in
his/her/their quest to pass the time - to
"make the best of it".

And there is always the beggar - it's too
early for the musician or salesperson,
these times are only for the "diehards",
we that live for the subway, the train,
the smell, the total feeling of soul, of talking
to the child of then and of now.

I have arrived.

Monday, August 11, 2008

Obama, Race, and U.S. Politics




With Barack Obama being the first black (true, he's 50% black, but the dominant gene determines his race in the eye of racists looking at him) presidential candidate from one of the major political parties, there has been a lot said and written about what it means in terms of race in America. On the one hand, people have noted that it's a historic occasion, a first. But after that, the next step is to ask the question of what it means now for the future of race in America?

I've read already one article on the subject - what Tavis Smiley thinks about the Obama campaign

And I'm in the middle of reading a second article on whether this is the end to "black politics" in the Sunday NY Times magazine

All this got me thinking of what are the boundaries between racial or ethnic sympathy one side, and racial discrimination on the other.

According to reported data, 8 of 9 black voters in the Democratic primaries voted for Obama over Hilary Clinton (whose husband was likely the most popular US president among blacks in history). It's reasonable to assume that a significant portion of those people voted for Obama because he is black, even if they knew little about him or his policies, or some even if they preferred Hilary Clinton over Obama in terms of policy.

Which of course begs the question - is it racist for a black person to vote for Obama simply based on his race? You could fairly assume that someone who is white who openly declares that he is voting for McCain because he is white would be considered a racist.

Here is my next question. In 2000, on a much lower scale to be sure, a certain percentage of Jewish voters chose to vote Democrat because there was a Jew on the ticket. Of course, about 75% of Jews vote Democrat generally anyway, but we cannot deny the fact that at least some might have voted Republican if Lieberman wasn't chosen as Gore's running mate. Putting aside that religion in itself is not a "race", is it racist to vote simply based on religion?

Perhaps we are talking about "values" more than skin color or proof of circumcision. It might be fair to say that many who voted for Lieberman because he was Jewish did so not because of Lieberman putting on tefillin every morning or fasting on Yom Kippur, but because his Jewish upbringing and lifestyle made them feel more secure that he would have the same views as them on policy issues - for example, that he would be more strongly in favor of Israel's security than a non-Jewish opponent. It's what some call the "kishkes" vote. So too, perhaps a percentage of black voters who voted for Obama did so not because of he has brown skin, but because they feel secure that he would, as President, take steps to improve inner-city life for lower-income blacks, help fight racism and increase equality, etc. and, that he also would make a good President in bringing whites and blacks closer together than further apart. I would guess that a much larger amount of blacks would vote for Obama than would vote for Al Sharpton or Jesse Jackson - divisive figures even in their own communities, the same way that fewer Jews would vote for Norman Finkelstein or Meir Kahane.

But the "values" vote can also have questions about discrimination. If Pat Buchanan or Jerry Falwell would only vote for a Christian (I don't mean someone with a Christian upbringing, but that - like Bush - frequently references Christ), is that racist? You could argue that an evangelical Christian has every right to vote for what they call "Christian values" - anti-abortion, anti stem cell research, etc - the same way someone would only vote for a liberal candidate because they share liberal values with him/her. That usually isn't considered racist - why would voting for a religious Christian, or a Jew voting for a Jew be?

The other thing being talked about a lot is that Obama's racial and ethnic makeup - Kenyan father, white-skinned American mother, and he grew up in Indonesia, the largest Muslim country in the world - that he's "post-racial" or "beyond race". Many black people take offense to this. They ask, "why aren't white candidates asked to be "post-racial"?" They feel that after struggling for equal rights for so many years, and finally getting a dark-skinned - someone who identifies himself as African-American - candidate, that he is being asked to "hide" his race.

Is Obama to be celebrated because he's black and that he made it higher politically than any other African American in U.S. history? Or, is to be judged purely on the "content of his character", basically ignoring his race all together and simply seeing him not as white nor black, but as an American?

Of course, it is also understood that the minority indentifies stronger with his people because of being the minority - they become more vocally supportive of others like them. For this reason, there is no "Straight Pride Parade", or "White History Month". It's understandable why many in black communities sympathize with other black Americans, and it's understandable (to a degree) why that is not considered as racist as when whites decide to "take care of their own".

On a final note, of course some would see me writing this as a white middle-class male a bit preachy, if not belittling. That's why I tried to bring in the Lieberman comparison - when I lived in the U.S., I was a much smaller minority than black Americans, though it can be argued that Jews have a lot more political influence in the U.S. Still, I've been lucky to never seriously have been a victim of discrimination in my lifetime. I hope that you who would read this see this as an honest discussion, rather than cheap outsider criticism.

Monday, July 7, 2008

"Morning After Concert"

"Morning After Concert"

Sunday morning after a late night
on the town drinking beers and gin and
tonics - and swallowing second hand
smoke from the butts that lead the
way. First band leaving for Cuba
soon, played a Cuban song with
their instruments which include cello
and bass and bongos like in Cuba
and the crowd files in to the six-dollar
cover charge of the bohemians
of the town - and then she, the
lead of the next band starts to open up
and talk about her bra and America - I
spoke to her in the back later but
not about her bra - and these dirty
ones from Boston came a way to
sing us stories and make me smile at other
people smiling and I drank a second beer and
then watched this 40-something
patriotic Eve dance with her young 20's
Adam and laughed at the drunk
joy but later was stunned when this
sad drunk grabbed my head like
at a sports event and I went
to get laid like an egg who
has never been cooked up a storm
which was what pepper's ghost was - a
downpouring of energy and
gags and even saws cutting
wood on a saturday night and
then we left and ate and left
and slept and the times had changed.




Saturday, July 5, 2008

"Smile"

I want to write a story of lasting
euphoria, not one of sorrow and
then I remember and tears of joy
erupt like lava from my eyes.
I'm here, clean and not tired.
I can be seen after all the
long, cold days and I can
yell my songs and you will
hear me and applaud - because
when it all comes down to it,
I am loved by the true
ones, those that remain forever.

I am fully awake.

"Exit"

This is the first poem I'll post here, of what I hope will be many. Let me know what you think.

"Exit"

The sign lies mid-hallway -
The clock behind and underneath -
Forever trapped in this maze
looking for a knowing face
colors are green and sort of
and off-white looking like
spoiled bread on a planned
picnic afternoon yet it rained
and all sleep dream of buying
the ticket to the concert
where drugs tickle and burn - and when
over all exit single file.


Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Bulldozers as Weapons

By now, I'm sure many or most people heard of today's terrorist attack in Jerusalem. An East Jerusalem Palestinian, a construction worker on Jerusalem light-rail project, took a bulldozer and drove in into a series of cars and the Egged #13 bus on Jaffa Road is central Jerusalem. 3 people were killed and dozens wounded.

I am not going to turn this blog into one that is focused on politics - I think people get enough of that already - at least I know I do.

I will say though of course is that whenever innocent people seem to be killed, on both sides, the talk usually turns to who's fault it is more: Jews or Muslims? Israelis or Palestinians? Right-wing or leftists? Numbers become important - how many have been killed on each side.

Please just remember, for a few minutes, the actual fact that people who had nothing to do with any sort of war, occupation, checkpoint, etc. were killed - for the horrible crime of choosing to take the bus. How absurd is that?

I went to a chamber music concert tonight in Jerusalem - life does go on. The concert was sponsored by a group that is trying to use music to bridge the gap between different cultures. Today's events were called "a tragedy". And then the music started again.

Will people remember those who died 1 week from now? Even 2 days from now?








Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Welcome to Llama's Lounge

First ever blog post.

So, welcome to my internet home. I hope you'll enjoy your stay.

I hope to blog every few days or so, more or less. You'll probably get a mix of my thoughts on music, a bit of my life in Israel as an American immigrant, some tales from the old country, perhaps a little fiction and poetry, and some random other bullshit.

Yes, of course it's pretentious to start a blog in the first place, thinking that other people actually will care what you have to say. But, I like writing, and this fills a role. And if you happen to like it, all the better. Please feel to free to let me know what you think.

So why llamas?

It's a good Phish song, sure. A nice show opener especially.

But there's something cool about words that start with a double L, I think. Don't you? Can anyone think of other examples?